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نَهَضَstood upالرِّجَالُthe menمِنْfromعَلَىonالْأَرْضِthe ground

The men stood up from the ground.

وَبَسَطُواand spread outأَيَادِيَهُمْtheir handsفَوْقَaboveرُءُوسِهِمْtheir heads

and spread their hands above their heads.

سَبَّcursedأَحَدُone ofالْجُنُودِthe soldiers

One of the soldiers cursed

وَهُوَwhile heيَفْرُكُrubbingعَيْنَيْهِhis eyes

while rubbing his eyes,

وَتَذَمَّرَand complainedالْجَمِيعُeveryone

and everyone complained.

كَانَwasاعْتِرَاضُهُمْtheir objectionعَلَىtoتِلْكَthoseالأَوَامِرِorders

Their objection to those orders

كَاعْتِرَاضِهِمْlike their objectionعَلَىtoالدُّخُولِthe enteringفِيintoمَعْرَكَةٍa battleجَدِيدَةٍnew

was like their objection to entering a new battle;

إِذْasكَانُواthey wereيَشْعُرُونَfeelingبِالرَّاحَةِat easeفِيinهَذَاthisالْمَكَانِplace

as they were feeling at ease in this place.

سَارَwalkedالرِّجَالُthe menرُوَيْدًاslowlyرُوَيْدًاslowly

The men walked slowly slowly

عَبْرَacrossالْحَقْلِthe fieldفِيonطَرِيقِthe wayالْعَوْدَةِof return

across the field on the way back,

بَعْدَafterأَنْthatكَانُواthey wereيَعْدُونَrunningفِيهِin itبِجُنُونٍmadlyقَبْلَbeforeقَلِيلٍa little

after they had been running in it madly a little while ago.

اسْتَمَرَّتِcontinuedالكَتِيبَةُthe battalionفِيinالسَّيْرِthe march

The battalion continued the march

حَتَّىuntilانْضَمَّتْit joinedإِلَىtoبَقِيَّةِthe rest ofالْجَيْشِthe army

until it joined the rest of the army,

وَأُعِيدَand was reorganizedتَشْكِيلُthe formation ofالكَتَائِبِthe battalionsفِيinصُفُوفٍrows

and the formations of the battalions were reorganized in rows,

وَوَاصَلُواand they continuedمَسِيرَتَهُمْtheir marchفِيinالْغَابَةِthe forest

and they continued their march in the forest.

شَاهَدُواThey sawفِيinطَرِيقِهِمْtheir wayبَيْتًاa houseأَبْيَضَwhite

They saw a white house in their path,

أَمَامَهُin front of itمَجْمُوعَاتٌgroupsمِنْهُمْof themيُطْلِقُونَfiringالنَّارَthe fireعَلَىatعَدُوٍّan enemyبَعِيدٍdistant

in front of it groups of them firing at a distant enemy.

عِنْدَAtهَذِهِthisالنُّقْطَةِpoint

At this point,

انْعَطَفَturnedالْجُنُودُthe soldiersمِنْfromطَرِيقِthe way ofالْحَقْلِthe field

the soldiers turned from the way of the field

وَتَحَرَّكُواand movedفِيinاتِّجَاهِthe direction ofالنَّهْرِthe river

and moved in the direction of the river.

وَعِنْدَمَاAnd whenانْتَبَهَnoticedهِنْرِيHenryإِلَىtoالْمَكَانِthe placeالَّذِيthatكَانُواthey wereيَقْصِدُونَهُheading for it

And when Henry noticed the place that they were heading for,

نَظَرَhe lookedخَلْفَهُbehind him

he looked behind him

وَأَخَذَand tookنَفَسًاa breathعَمِيقًاdeepمَمْزُوجًاmixedبِالرِّضَىwith satisfaction

and took a deep breath mixed with satisfaction,

ثُمَّthenوَكَزَhe nudgedصَدِيقَهُhis friendوِيلْسُونَWilson

then he nudged his friend Wilson

وَقَالَand said

and said,

نَحْنُWeنُغَادِرُare leavingسَاحَةَthe battlefield

"We are leaving the battlefield!

لَقَدِIndeedانْتَهَتِhas endedالْحَرْبُthe war

Indeed, the war has ended!"

نَظَرَlookedوِيلْسُونُWilsonخَلْفَهُbehind himهُوَhimselfالْآخَرُthe other

Wilson himself looked behind him

وَقَالَand saidفِيinدَهْشَةٍastonishment

and said in astonishment:

نَعَمْYesلَقَدِindeedانْتَهَتْit has ended

"Yes, it has ended!"

قَضَىspentهِنْرِيHenryبَعْضَsomeالْوَقْتِtimeلِيَتَكَيَّفَto adaptمَعَtoهَذَاthisالتَّغْيِيرِchange

Henry spent some time to adapt to this change.

صَفَاbecame clearذِهْنُهُhis mindتَدْرِيجِيًّاgradually

His mind gradually became clear,

وَبَدَأَand he beganيَسْتَوْعِبُto comprehendأَيْنَwhereكَانَhe wasوَمَاذَاand whatيَحْدُثُis happening

and he began to comprehend where he was and what was happening.

فَهِمَHe understoodأَنَّthatالْحَرْبَthe warقَدِhasانْتَهَتْended

He understood that the war had ended,

وَأَنَّهُand that heكَانَwasفِيinأَرْضٍa landتَمْلَؤُهَاfilled withمَعَارِكُbattlesغَرِيبَةٌstrange

and that he had been in a land filled with strange battles,

وَأَنَّهُand that heقَدْhadعَادَreturned

and that he had returned.

أَدْرَكَHe realizedأَنَّهُthat heكَانَwasفِيinمَكَانٍa placeمَلِيءٍfull ofبِالدِّمَاءِblood

He realized that he was in a place full of blood

وَمَشْحُونٍand filledبِمَشَاعِرِwith feelings ofالْغَضَبِanger

and filled with feelings of anger,

وَأَنَّهُand that heنَجَاsurvived

and that he had survived.

أَوَّلُThe firstشَيْءٍthingخَطَرَcameفِيtoبَالِهِhis mind

The first thing that came to his mind

هُوَwasأَنْtoيَحْتَفِلَcelebrate

was to celebrate.

لَاحِقًاLaterبَدَأَbeganهِنْرِيHenryيَتَمَعَّنُto contemplateفِيinتَصَرُّفَاتِهِhis behaviors

Later, Henry began to contemplate his behaviors

مِنَfromالْإِخْفَاقَاتِthe failuresوَالْإِنْجَازَاتِand the successes

from the failures and the successes.

شَعَرَHe feltبِالسَّعَادَةِhappiness

He felt happiness

وَلَمْand did notيَنْدَمْregretعَلَىanythingشَيْءٍat all

and did not regret anything.

لَمْdid notيُشَاهِدْهُsee himالْآخَرُونَothers

Others did not see him

إِلَّاexceptفِيinالْمَوَاقِفِsituationsالنَّبِيلَةِnoble

except in noble situations.

كَانَHe wasسَعِيدًاhappyبِتَذَكُّرِrememberingهَذِهِtheseالْأَشْيَاءِthings

He was happy remembering these things

وَظَلَّand remainedوَقْتًاfor a timeطَوِيلًاlong

and remained for a long time

يَسْتَرْجِعُهَاretrieving themفِيinخَيَالِهِhis imagination

retrieving them in his imagination.

كَانَHe wasيَرَىseeingنَفْسَهُhimselfجُنْدِيًّاas a soldierكُفْئًاcapable

He saw himself as a capable soldier,

وَتَذَكَّرَand rememberedفِيinسَعَادَةٍhappinessتَعْلِيقَاتِthe comments ofرِفَاقِهِhis companionsعَنْaboutمَدَىthe extent ofشَجَاعَتِهِhis bravery

and remembered in happiness the comments of his companions about the extent of his bravery.

لَكِنْButعَاوَدَهُreturned to himشَبَحُthe specter ofهُرُوبِهِhis escapeمِنَfromالْمَعْرَكَةِthe battlefieldالْأُولَىfirst

But the specter of his escape from the first battlefield returned to him.

كَانَHe wasسَاخِطًاangryإِلَىtoحَدٍّa degreeمَاsomewhat

He was somewhat angry

بِشَأْنِaboutمَاwhatحَدَثَhappened

about what happened.

وَلِلَحْظَةٍAnd for a momentانْتَابَهُhe was overcome byشُعُورٌa feelingبِالْخَجَلِof shameوَالْخِزْيِand disgrace

And for a moment he was overcome by a feeling of shame and disgrace.

ثُمَّThenعَاوَدَتْهُreturned to himذِكْرَىthe memory ofالْجُنْدِيِّthe soldierذِيpossessingالثِّيَابِthe clothesالرَّثَّةِtattered

Then he recalled the memory of the soldier with tattered clothes

الَّذِيwhoفَرَّfledمِنْهُfrom himفِيinالْحَقْلِthe field

who fled from him in the field.

وَلِلَحْظَةٍAnd for a momentأَخَذَhe beganيَتَصَبَّبُsweatingعَرَقًاsweat

And for a moment, he began sweating

عِنْدَمَاwhenفَكَّرَhe thoughtأَنَّthatالْآخَرِينَthe othersقَدْmayيَعْرِفُونَknowمَاwhatفَعَلَhe did

when he thought that the others may know what he did,

فَأَطْلَقَso he let outصَرْخَةَa scream ofأَلَمٍpain

so he let out a scream of pain.

الْتَفَتَturnedإِلَيْهِto himوِيلْسُونُWilson

Wilson turned to him

وَسَأَلَهُand asked him

and asked him:

مَاذَاWhatبِكَis wrong with youيَاOهِنْرِيHenry

"What is wrong with you, O Henry?"

لَمْdid notيَسْتَطِعْbe ableهِنْرِيHenryالرَّدَّto replyعَلَىtoصَدِيقِهِhis friend

Henry could not reply to his friend,

وَغَمْغَمَand mumbledلِنَفْسِهِto himselfبِكَلِمَاتٍwith wordsغَيْرِunوَاضِحَةٍclear

and mumbled to himself with unclear words.